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Feb. 4th, 2008 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hidden_sithTrever let the tiny kitten gnaw on his fingers as he stroked it with his other hand. Or her. Zina, or Darth Zina as he called her. Tobias didn't like the Darth part. But she belonged to him, so he could call her whatever he wanted to. The little black kitten with large amber eyes somehow knew the difference between him and Kale. Perhaps by the way they smelled or perhaps because it could sense Kale's lack of connection to the Force. He figured it was more the former than the latter. Though Kale did feel wrong.
Which hurt him. It hurt to be near him.
He knew it didn't hurt Tobias, because they were the same. Both cut off from the Force.
Still, he wanted to be held by Kale. Wanted to hold Kale. Let him tell him everything would be all right. Tell him that everything would be all right. But he knew that it wasn't true. That they were separated. Individuals now. Even if they did have their moments. But that was only resonance. An echo. An old habit. Of knowing the other so well that they could predict the other's behavior. They were just pretending, really. Not that they told anyone that.
They just smiled and pretended that everything was okay.
And now he had a kitten that liked him and not Kale. That followed him around, except when attacking Tobias' ankles. It was strange to have something he couldn't share with his brother. Or wouldn't be shared.
Somehow, he was glad about that.
Which hurt him. It hurt to be near him.
He knew it didn't hurt Tobias, because they were the same. Both cut off from the Force.
Still, he wanted to be held by Kale. Wanted to hold Kale. Let him tell him everything would be all right. Tell him that everything would be all right. But he knew that it wasn't true. That they were separated. Individuals now. Even if they did have their moments. But that was only resonance. An echo. An old habit. Of knowing the other so well that they could predict the other's behavior. They were just pretending, really. Not that they told anyone that.
They just smiled and pretended that everything was okay.
And now he had a kitten that liked him and not Kale. That followed him around, except when attacking Tobias' ankles. It was strange to have something he couldn't share with his brother. Or wouldn't be shared.
Somehow, he was glad about that.
