Voices in the Head

[hidden_sith]

So much for the Light Side, hrmmm? the voice purred in Trever's mind as he stared at the droid he and Kale had been making before everything happened. They took away your other half. The other half of your soul. The other part of your being.

Trever didn't answer it. He just picked up a part and put it down. Picked up another one and put it down as well. Kale wouldn't leave the bedroom and he couldn't stand to be near him, looking like that, unable to feel him. Unable to know him.

He promised that he wouldn't hurt Kale. That he cared about him. He must have been jealous of the two of you. How close you were. He wanted to take him away from you, make him like him. A hole. A nothing. Empty. Such a poor, poor excuse.

"Can't do anything about it."

Not here, you can't.

He paused, one hand over a spanner.

"What do you mean..." he asked softly.

Isn't it funny  the voice said,  that your so-called Master is also torn from the Force and yet he can use it?

"I... never thought of that." He picked up the hydrospannar and looked at it and then looked over a the door to the rest of the house.

The voice turned smug, You can have him back. It's possible. I can show you.

"Maybe..."

You just need to come back. And then the two of us will fix everything. 

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[hidden-sith.livejournal.com]

Trever tilts his head for a moment and then stands up from the droid he had been abusing. He shoves his hands in his jacket pockets and stares at Axis for a moment.

"Tobias says that Kale needs to figure out who Kale is," he says slowly, eyes never leaving Axis. "Which I suppose means that I have to figure out who I am.

"I only did Tobias cause Kale wanted to. I never did anyone because I wanted to."

[vode-an.livejournal.com]

"You've been in each others heads too much," he murmurs, the barest trace of amusement in his voice. "Even the Qel-Droma lads weren't so close."

He raises an eyebrow. "Go do someone because you want to, kid."

[hidden-sith.livejournal.com]

The Qel-Droma lads probably weren't screwing each other. He gets a distant, distracted look on his face.

He then laughs, "Now?" He then focuses on Axis intently. "You?"

[vode-an.livejournal.com]

Of course they weren't. Jedi knights and all.

Axis raises an eyebrow at that and barks a laugh. "Only if you particularly enjoy the idea of forcing a minor." He straightens his lean, 17-year-old body.

[hidden-sith.livejournal.com]

"No, I suppose not." The hands come out of the pockets and twist around. "I... don't know. I just... want Kale."

[vode-an.livejournal.com]

He pulls a cigarette and lights it, puffing on it a bit. "You do know that Mandalorians have strong incest taboos and that what you just said disgusts and insults me, right?" he says calmly.

[hidden-sith.livejournal.com]

"No. I did not." He tilts his head. "Its not something we discuss really. But since you're already part of the mess..." He shrugs, "However, I'll refrain from talking about it."