[11.1] How do you respond to feelings of loneliness?

Force.

I never had to think about that one until recently. I never was lonely until Kale got cut from me. We were always together. If not physically, mentally. Always connected. Now. Now... I don't know. Badly I think.

Violently at first.

Went dark side again.

Still?

I don't know.

I just wanted to destroy the world, the galaxy for taking Kale away from me.

Now? I throw myself into things to keep me busy. Try to pretend like every thing is all right. Sleep with Tobias and Kale.

Even ...

Yeah.

Um.

I think ... I dunno.

I think I need to do something more constructive with my time.


Patient: Trever Delvar
Partners: Kale Delvar and Tobias
Fandom: Star Wars OC
Words: 110

[12.2] How well do you think you know your partner?

Not very well.

Tobias is a complete and utter mystery to me. I don't understand him. He's completely... selfless. I mean, I'd say it was because he's a Jedi, but dad's a Jedi, and he's not like that. Maybe he feels guilty about ... Or maybe he's just like that normally. I dunno.

Also, we don't have a Force Bond. Tobias makes them as easy as sneezing apparently, but we don't have one. Which is also strange.

He doesn't think he has to say he loves us.

He loves me.

I don't know why. I've been horrible to him. I nearly got him killed. Several times. I've tried to kill him. But he still loves me. Part of me wonders if it's because he loves Kale and sees me as just another part of him. But the other part of me says that he loves me for me.

He sees hope with us.



Patient: Trever Delvar
Partners: Kale Delvar, Tobias
Fandom: Star Wars, Ocs.
Word Count: 190
I have no idea what that means.

He'll never say. Or at least, I'm too scared to ask him.

But he'll always be there.

Unless he goes out and gets himself killed. If he does, I'll kill him.