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hidden_sith) wrote2008-02-20 10:37 am
hidden_sith) wrote2008-02-20 10:37 am
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[1.3] Hidden in the Hills, the first kiss.
Kale and I were always exploring the hills behind the farm. We weren't allowed into town so that only really left the hills and speeder bikes when we were done with our chores on the farm. The hills were nice. They were filled with caves and all sorts of things to explore. We had this one hidey hole cave that was our spot. We brought in blankets and pillows, snacky sorts of foods. We had books and holovids. On top of the cave we could lay down and see the entire plains leading out to the city including ships coming in. At least with binoculars.
We were fifteen, fourteen at the time, I don't really remember, but we were outside, lazing in the sun having finished watching some of the Twi'leck porn we "borrowed" from our older brother Naldin, and talking about sex like two normal teenage boys do. The thing is we'd never really met anyone our age before and it didn't seem like we would be.
But he was there and I was there and we decided to see what it was like. We didn't think much about it because, I'm him and he's me (Complicated story there) and if we're the same person then how could it be wrong? We sort of knew it was wrong, that there were taboos in society that said it was wrong, but it didn't feel wrong. It felt right. Like two halves finally meeting and becoming one. Like we were finally complete. Finally whole.
How could we stop after that?
I know it'll bother some of you to hear this, but that's what it is. That's who we are.
For a less bothersome kiss, Tobias had asked me up to talk about why I was being so hostile to him. We talked for a bit and then I kissed him. He was very shocked. But he's easy to shock. It's kinda fun.
Patient's name Trever Delvar
Fandom Star Wars
Words 321
Partner patient's name Kale Delvar and Tobias Donn.
We were fifteen, fourteen at the time, I don't really remember, but we were outside, lazing in the sun having finished watching some of the Twi'leck porn we "borrowed" from our older brother Naldin, and talking about sex like two normal teenage boys do. The thing is we'd never really met anyone our age before and it didn't seem like we would be.
But he was there and I was there and we decided to see what it was like. We didn't think much about it because, I'm him and he's me (Complicated story there) and if we're the same person then how could it be wrong? We sort of knew it was wrong, that there were taboos in society that said it was wrong, but it didn't feel wrong. It felt right. Like two halves finally meeting and becoming one. Like we were finally complete. Finally whole.
How could we stop after that?
I know it'll bother some of you to hear this, but that's what it is. That's who we are.
For a less bothersome kiss, Tobias had asked me up to talk about why I was being so hostile to him. We talked for a bit and then I kissed him. He was very shocked. But he's easy to shock. It's kinda fun.
Patient's name Trever Delvar
Fandom Star Wars
Words 321
Partner patient's name Kale Delvar and Tobias Donn.